I wish

I wish I'd had a room in my future house where I can clear my head. You know the feeling when your sitting underneath a tree on top of a hill overlooking some fields and it's breezy and your looking straight but not really focusing on anything. And nothing's occupying your mind except the feeling of the wind on your face, the smell of the lush greenery around you.. I need to put all of that in a room. Cause sometimes your head is just so full of crap that you can't really focus on any one thing and the sheer quantity of the crap in your head makes your head so heavy that you just want to close your eyes and drill a hole into your head so everything can just sit still and be quiet. Yeah, I need that room. Kinda.